Huff

May 3, 2008 at 9:51 AM
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things to do today
1. chill
2. skate
3. finish one shirt
4. start next one
5. film for video
6. work
7. film for video

Things hindering my ability to do things
1. End of the Year Video for school (big production)
2. Spilled Ink Literary magazine (Co- Lead editor)
3. Ap tests

Ok so bear with me there are etsy goodies at the bottom this is going to be a long post becasue it might be my last for another while. So to begin I have decided that I am absolutely horrible at arguing online, or through writing. I am quite good at arguing in person. Also I am terrible at expressing my emotions through speaking, but good at doing it online through writing or just plainly through writing. That is something I will never understand.

I also will never understand how people can become so wound up in other peoples miserable, exploited, shameful, etc. lives. I think that the only way to solve the worlds problems is through self betterment, which i don't feel is selfish. I think that self betterment includes charity. And selfishness is only something humans invented, so I will deal with that invention only after the first human invention (an invention that is reinvented everyday), ourselves humans.

I also will never understand why people will dislike or be unwarrantedly mean to other people for their beliefs and ideas. We are all mostly products of our raising. We can't all get along but it takes a strong intelligent person to accept that. People that don't are no worse than terrorists. But don't get me wrong I can be mean, and I can hate you, you just have to be mean and hate me first. People online will never know where I'm from, but i will give you a hint. I think it helps explain alot of peoples thoughts, their background. I live in the mountains where the middle class (myself) are being driven out, people come here to start a family, ski, and smoke marijuana. I can see the trailer parks from my house, here where I live there are billionaires being served by people steeped in poverty. And not being specific one of my parents is Buddhist, the other a businessperson, we have monks stay at our house, we have a business run out of our house.

on an ocelote note. I had a photo shoot with my friend in boulder at Colorado university last weekend. I'm still waiting for the high res pictures (she has finals right now) so I can re list those items and start my re listing sale. (there is also a new not yet released item sneek peek)